Your mom

There’s something really that make me sad and angry with the world and relatives and all the rest of people I know and are involve in that: Love.
We are in such an age that you some people may have not growoth their damn brains big enough to understand, that not all the first loves are the on, nor the seconds, third, fourth, fifth… all the way up to the that big number that tell you that you are pregnant.
Some other people aren’t just idiots, they know all the rules, they know all the plan, they know everything… and they give a shit, they preffer to lie to themselves, why? because they are unhappie.
That’s the bad thing, a lot of people are unhappi, I live in an institution that most of it’s students and teachers can tell you that they live unhappie lifes, especially those that seem happier than the rest, it’s kinda of a curse, it’s sick, it’s just nothing well at all.
I don’t blame them, most of them, as the matter fact, I was like them I lied to myself, I lived in a two dimensional world with only me and my feelings, I was blindfolded by my own feelings, I was desesperate, and, took advantage of someone’s else kindess.

We face our fears as we face the sun, it’s almost impossible for us to see the real picture, we are scared, we are not well connected to nothing, we are a bunch of lost puppies in a basket floating on a river, get over it!

Life is hard, but please, those that are reading this and don’t deserve it, open your eyes and see the world around you, see ask a question to yourself, who am I? What am I doing?

I know this it’s hard, it’s very hard, it’s almost impossible, I don’t blame you… but one day you woke up and all your life is ruined by nothing.

~ by waltiel on April 21, 2007.