Questions inside codes

In times in need, what do we have?

There’s nothing in this world that can really satisfice our toughts, and give us enough answers to live and kill ourselves for the weight of those answers.
It sucks, badly, to not be capable of understand certain people, I want to be happy, I always try to be happy, but I can’t. So what do I do when I don’t get what I want? I get cruel.
I like to be cruel, I like to be distant, I need to stop, but I just can’t, I’m too coward to fave my problems in the other way.
Fear leads us to do bad things, bad things that we later reget. It’s true that the world is mad, real mad, people die every day, other people are selfish, and we all try to be happy with ourselves in any way, no matter what way. I feel my brain is cooking itself, I don’t know what the hell to do, I could be an idiot, or I could still try to hang on the thing that mantin me in this world.

What should I do? There are not too many options, I could try to be just myself, but at what price?

How much a live cost? Coz I’m planning to sell mine.

~ by waltiel on March 28, 2007.