Why Can’t I be You?

Today is one of those borings day were nothing happened. Nothing, bbut everything at the same time, do you get it? neither do I, that is the magic of this wonderfull day full of light and sttrange weather. I wish i could know what exactly to do each day of the day, that is one of my problems, I finally have a great computer so I can use Word or other porgrams to write cool stuff and scare you all to your guts. Ok, a fact is that I’m not that good writing, I’m only 16 years old.

Besides the other subject, this time i’d like to analize my existence in this world. Why people always worry too much about their feelings? I hate that people worry a lot about if they are alone in this world or nop. It’s frustrating, because these people can suprise you with nosense actions in order to obtain infinity happiness with some bastard or a simple dude around the corner. I am asking these people that read this blog, does it worth it?
I tell this for own experiencie, it sometimes doesn’t, most of the times, the person end up more lonely than before, sometimes the person just end up feeling worsth and sometimes, the person end up involving with a jackass. Everybody wants love, but most of all, everybody wants to be loved. They are like insects looking desesperatly an enorumous piece of cookie in the ground, but you end up crashed by some jerks finger. The fear of not obtaining the big piece of cookie is a lot bigger, than the fear of being crashed by some jerks fingers. People need to realize, that you don’t obtain love, love always come, and if you want happiness, go get high or something, or even better, read a fucking book.

~ by waltiel on January 8, 2007.